Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Is it time to meet death in the eye?


Since nothing is forever... it is only natural for some people to want to end their lives prematurely... some may think killing oneself is silly or cowardly, but I beg to differ. Those who have decided to end their lives must have been very desperate to even thought of it in the first place. It is not a sign of weakness but rather out of despair and hopelessness. They deserve our care, patience and love, not criticism.

In case I am plagued with this dilemma,
my requests would be:

cremation

memorial service to be held at Butter
(since my gay & straight friends love to butter)
or Post Bar

everyone gets to drink a shot of butterscotch & a glass of bubbly

Kevin Yeoh & Kenneth Gilberto to sing a duet of their choice

Claire Chiang to deliver the eulogy
(because she knew my passion)

At the memorial service, nobody is allowed to cry because I would want this moment to be a celebration of your own victory over life itself, not over mine because I may have lost my fight to live as I
can't seem to add value to myself and the people around me... and yes, I am not afraid of death...


2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Go tour around the world, and i'm pretty sure u will abort that thought after that. Enjoy ur life. A man needs to pick himself in times like that. Self HEAL. Have a nice day!

Jackyjack

Cubbawa said...

Thank you Jackyjack for that vote of confidence...